Post 7: The pebble....

Dear Diary,


Today I slept in late, I wandered into the church and one of the new crusader, was in the confessional, all I hear is a familiar voice whisper ‘just gimme a sign’ so I decided to play gods hand and give her the sign she desires, I knocked on the door and said ..’Is everything alright?’ you know how I do all macho and badass like, it was jules the crusader who was in the pit that I went to get out. I think that was the sign that she needed. People wonder why demons and vampires are in the righteous, its simple. They have a soul, conscience, heart these are the things that set them apart from the base desires that fill other demons and vampires in the city, in a word … humanity. I went into the pit to save her life, or stop her pain whatever, but its like a pebble being dropped into a still pool, the waves and ripples will eventually spread across the surface, that day was my pebble.

So I finish up at the church and try out my new ‘lowboy’ bike, im shaky, im not a rider, but I give it a go, its fun… but not my thing. I love Rushing through the air, running along the roof tops, feeling free, not hindered at all... It’s nice having the comms out to be honest cuz I don’t get interrupted while im free running. Fuck…. Just the feeling diary watching the people below you as you leap from building to building, makes me feel alive.


So I go into the Haven, and some of the Righties are there chilling and some of the TC too, I see the infamous Blueray(AGAIN) but she’s busy so I leave and head to the apartments, I stand on the corner, hands held out, my mask allows me a distilled view of the city once per day, I can see the vibrations of the city it’s a glorious sight, watching the echoes of footsteps dance through the air, its like a fire works display a glorious never-ending fireworks display.

Teshenta Martko Swords, Berile ta mek dis senta fortesh nek lamenshia tarey nalek shaaar

I sometimes hate that, Gaia just jumps into me and takes over, like that little message above, who knows what it means……..


So I Text Blueray with a SMS, asking her to meet me at the apartment roof, im there waiting for her to get her metallic arse into gear, I just watch the pit, normal building 2 entrances in and out, hot in there too from what I remember, my skin crawls just looking at it, like a fucking stain on the landscape mocking me with its near indestructible family within. What the fuck is a SHADOW DEMON….ill have to find out maybe the library…… Anyhow Blueray appears, we talk she tells me how people of this City don’t want to be saved at all, its bullshit diary, absolute bullshit, people in this city do want to be saved, ive seen the glimmers in peoples eyes people who have been fucked … over and over by this and that. Its back to the pebble, it takes just one and you are cooking on gas. I get an update on the comms system and give blueray a drink, she scans it , I cant help but smile inside, like id stoop to poisoning or drugging her, no, id just kick the living nanites out of her. Anyhow she tells me of a priest once that was like me, that she made fall, I don’t think she realises that its not going to happen with me, not on your fucking nelly…….. Toxia needs ….

--there is no more on this page, and there is a abrupt line coming from the S as if something was heard outside and he had to go quickly.--